Last week my mum came over and together we (and my two girls) drove back to my parents cottage in Yorkshire for some serious R&R. On Friday I slept until ridiculously late and also managed to fit in an afternoon sleep. The girls were just happy to be there so I was able to do a lot of this…
and making a lovely bum imprint on this…..
The girls and I shared a bed again and it literally was the little one saying roll over.
The Husband drove over on saturday after enjoying a nice lie in himself (bliss!!). He remembered a chat we recently had about there being very few photos of me and he thought he’d remedy that problem.
Nice. Me at my best.
The short break must have worked because, although my back still hurts I felt my energy had been renewed. I have figured that I could very easily stare at my the circumstances, [the pain and frustration around my back] but I’m choosing to remember Jesus in everything – in my family, in my awesome job, in my rest and in my creative frustrations.
[My friends [lightly] tease me because I knit and because I keep trying to convince everyone that since we were made by the ultimate creator, and that it says we are made in the image of him, then it seems only logical and natural for us to be creative in some way. There are so many outlets for creative energy I just can’t imagine anyone not being able to find one that fits them. Anyway, I digress. So I’m often creatively frustrated be because the mass of ideas in my head far outweigh the time and capacity I have to nurture them. So I have bought a notebook and at very least I can scribble down and try to unravel my thoughts, my ideas and my dreams. I reckon it’s very healthy to have dreams – [though it is so important to keep them in perspective] – both tiny dreams, easy to catch, and seriously mahoosive dreams that motivate you to work hard and laugh hard.]
Matt Redman wrote these words that, after reading them today, realigned my mind and heart.
God in my hoping
There in my dreaming
God in my wathcing
God in my waiting
God in my laughing
There in my weeping
God in my hurting
God in my healing